An eloping mind

A smile, a tear,
asleep with a fear.

A moment of bliss, a thought,
all the things that were not.

An eloping mind and all the strings it hangs on by,
the feelings that it still drags on by.

what have I gotten myself into
not an end in sight.
many questions to answer,
truly strange is this humans life.

Happiness hasn't really deserted me,
so hasn't the terrible agony!

Hell they fear, or the Heavens they might dream
Haha, petty things they truly are , for both of them I have seen.
or so i think!

An eloping mind and all the strings it hangs on by.

my only source of joy ,the only line of happiness, the things I learn and the ones I love.

Sigh, the feeling though still drags on by....

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